Guess what ? I'm just finished my finals for sem 2. Boo yah ! Who didn't happy for that ? and then here come my 2 weeks HOOOLIIDAAAAYYY ! even though it's not long enough, but I'm happy for it. As you know, my life as CAT / FIA / pre ACCA 's student, *call it whatever you want* is very busy. trust me! 3 months to cover all the chapters. One book had 25 chapters. Pffft, i got 3 books. Wheeew! I know right. It's totally insane.
Today is my last paper. It's management accounting. I got this one chapter that I didn't understand at all, it's VARIANCES. I'd try to study with my friends, but... sigh.
So, before i enter the examination's lab, I'm just sitting around with Nunun revising past years questions. There's one MA's lecturer, Madame Yap just walking around us, because she's waiting her students that want to do some revisions. I ask her one question.
Sementara nak masuk lab pun lambat lg, dia pun tgh tunggu org. Elok benor lah tu kan ? Tup tup dia ajar aku variances, dan sangat faham. YES! sangat faham. ok, xlah faham sgt, tapi faham lah drpd dulu, duk terkial kial tgk soalan.
9.30 in the morning, i entered the lab and do my exam. There's a lot of variances' question. A LOT! Alhamdulillah, my score is unexpected! ya, it's not that high, but for me it was good enough. Way too gooood. And MA's paper is the highest marks that i got among the three papers that i took.
Dalam perjalanan balik lepas habis exam tu, aku terfikir lah. Apa sbb aku boleh dpt markah macam ni ? fikir punya fikir, tiba tiba terlintas pasal hal pagi td. Sebelum exam, belajar dgn Madame Yap.
NIAT.
korg x rasa ke ?
Pada mulanya, niat di hati aku pagi tu, aku just nak tanya pasal satu soalan variances ni. Dah xkisahlah faham ke x pasal variances tu. Yg penting nak tahu jawapan dan jalan kerja. Niat aku time tu mmg nak belajar, x terlintas langsung untuk peperiksaan. Aku mmg dah pasrah dah weh. ye lahh, tinggal lagi 10 minit nak masuk lab, nak belajar variances yg banyak tu ? mmg aku pasrah.
Korg pernah dgr x,
Kalau nak buat apa apa kerana Allah.
Kalau nak buat apa apa kerana niat yg ikhlas.
Subhanallah! Allah itu maha kuasa.
Itu apa yg aku rasa lah. Mungkin ini hint untuk aku untuk betul betul, BETULKAN niat aku sebelum buat apa apa. Dan aku tergerak hati nak kongsikan dgn korg untuk dijadikan teladan mungkin ? xnak ikut xpe, ini cuma peringatan.
NIAT NIAT NIAT.
p/s : this post contains Manglish :p
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